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i took extra of one of my med after long time not taking and it made me write in this way (dekinet) SO WHAT'S HAPPENED : IT'S NOT AS THE TITLE, IT'S NOT "LETTER FOR MY LOVER" BUT SOMETHING ELSE AT ALL... THE MED MADE IT HAPPEN i (@OrAlkalay ) wrote it. LYRICS: LETTER FOR MY LOVER This is a letter for my lover I see now bright – my meds done the work I’m such a human person All my people come and see I see so bright my mind is clear Will it disappear? Yes, I know.. And I won’t feel good later I will want another one to see clearer, to feel good again What a mistake, why did I starte taking back this med? I hadn’t remembered how I would feel The light is so bright – I can see so good and clear This light in my eyes so bright and clear, but my thoughts are not sharper I kind’a feel confused better I can make a change everywhere My thoughts on writing go so wild All the words, every sentence I can change a lot more the text I understand all the text otherwise Yeah, i’m wise and clever so different I’m so different now in my brain mind in my mine head The light so much more brighter now And I wanna feel the sun on my skin – but now it’s midnight I feel the touch on my body’s skin so much more sensitive And when I touch myself I’m horny to the sensitive when I touch myself My breath feels like I getting much more air I feel so good, but I know – I don’t wanna feel this feeling I wanna feel naturally clear, not like that Yeah it helps in different way I feel good, I don’t need better now. Really, it’s fine. But it’s changed my chemistry in my brain I still don’t know if I wanna feel that way But it feels kind’a good Where have I been? LETTER FOR MY LOVER I got out this subject of title This song about something else This song about the meds I took I feel ok, alright, fine. But I’m not myself, I’m not as clear as naturally But I like this feeling Why have I had been used Ritalin in the past I have disconnection sometime in the middle of the writing Like every time the voice speaks I forget what I wanted to write so I write something else other, my brother  I’m clear in other way, sometimes the voices make me forget where I wanted to continue on writing, so I just keep writing the most common sense other word. The smoke in my lungs gets inside a lot * much more * better, and I feel that I breath much more air. I know, I know – when this infected feeling will go and disappear I will say: “What’s that bullshit that I wrote?” For now I just writing waiting for this feeling to disappear I think I wil do it again, but I don’t wanna. I wanna feel naturally clear, and not clear that way Cause later I will read this letter of song and would say “What a bullshit did I wrote?!” But it’s not like in the past I mixed many meds, it’s different now Nowdays, there’s AI engine SUNO – Who can sing my words to me for you Ok. Let’s stop writing and listen to this song sing Stop Stop Stop And let’s listen…. My mind on speed. LINK TO THE LYRICS: https://1drv.ms/w/c/e9f780ad36fb3254/IQDfcPfUSojETZDUcQAu-0dRAWVD9H1uz-CjiKpo8TogtAk

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