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[Lyrics] Who might’ve thought and guessed that being 18 would be like this Every time I wake up, have to tell myself I need to d** and p***** like d** in my own bed; Heath Ledger’s method Don’t care anymore and if I’m just walking, got Paul Walker-slammed by a vehicle Then good, it finally took place ‘Cause I’m jaded by living when I know there’s not a thing in my future A dead man walkin’, endeavored to stay calm It ain’t a walk in the park ‘cause honestly, want to push daisies up and always thought of j****** off the rooftop as the approach but if I pull through that and pushed my luck, I probably would have a super messed up body So I scheme, plan to s*** G*** my wrist, even when I’m so terror stricken at the sight of blood ‘Cause I’ll shut the light off Put the k**** on my skin, slice or I could t** a knot just around my throat and apply it to the ceiling ‘Cause only thing that motivates me is makin’ songs and I think it’s woeful that it makes no odds just how gifted you are If you suffer from despondency, you feel hopeless and this is my cry for help, just rhymin’ on an instrumental It’s true, I’m mental for now but they’ll question why I’m lamented Guess I’ll cry a river, d** in it like Albert Ayler ‘Cause I tell it patently in these tracks and I’m not expectin’ to be grasped telepathically Hence, I’m pencilin’ these as I can’t bear it anymore This cross I bear is unbearable Don’t have the foggiest what to do and pardon me if I’m bothersome But I’m so grateful I can make songs to discharge all desolation and this just kept me compos mentis But disappointed and cognizant that I’m beyond saving and I love my fam but that’s explanation why I can’t stay like this Like away from them, It’s painful and I think, It’s the way simply and I know I’m p**** but if y’all knew my issues that every so often I’d just hope I’ll get so unwell So I don’t have to get my hands bloody and It’s gettin’ out of hand Unhappiness get the upper hand On the other hand, life handed me all this when I didn’t ask and I ask what’s the reason as to why I’m agonizing Is something mind blowin’ in store for me like an armory? Am I enduring this for no reason? Follow me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sinister_b_?igsh=aXBybWc1Z2F6ejh6&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@sinister_b_?_t=8jSMB6ef4Rm&_r=1

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