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let's talk about how we got here. a little reflection on my time spent in active addiction, why i ended up using to begin with, and how i ended up there. ------------------ WATCH MORE: All My Videos in One Playlist - https://goo.gl/6Bwvua CLICK TO SUBSCRIBE TO SUPPORT ME AND MY ANIMALS: https://goo.gl/1GlVxm ------------------ FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA: INSTAGRAM: http://www.instagram.com/taylorndean TIKTOK: http://www.tiktok.com/@taylorndean TWITTER: http://www.twitter.com/taylorndean ------------------ chapters 0:00 - intro 1:38 - revisiting my addiction 2:26 - things are weird now 3:28 - rebuilding an identity 6:49 - losing interest, finding reasons to stay 8:10 - depression 9:09 - early recovery 10:16 - nemo intermission 10:42 - the fear of forgetting 16:59 - how i got here 18:05 - the fear of being weak. 20:13 - my relationship with relationships. 21:05 - proving my self worth. 22:56 - my former partner 24:46 - closing thoughts

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