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At a glance

Subscribers

Last 29 days

1.65K

— No change

Views

Last 29 days

455K

+3.69K (+0.8%)

Videos

Last 29 days

24

+1 (+4.3%)

Charts

Subscribers, views & videos over time

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Subscribers gained (weekly) · 6 mo

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Views gained (weekly) · 6 mo

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Subs milestone changes (up to 30)

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Views milestone changes (up to 30)

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Engagement

Avg. views per video

18.9K

Total views ÷ total videos

Views per subscriber

276×

Total views ÷ subscribers

Subs per video

69

Subscribers ÷ total videos

Revenue estimate

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Total (all-time): $319 – $911

Daily avg.: $0 – $0

Weekly avg.: $1 – $2

Last 29 days: $3 – $7

Based on estimated $0.7–$2 CPM.

Analytics tables

Analytics Table:despairinq

Date
subscribers
views
videos
Aug 10, 2026
Aug 10
Mon
1.65K
--
455K
+161
24
--
Aug 3, 2026
Aug 3
Mon
1.65K
+10
455K
+939
24
--
Jul 28, 2026
Jul 28
Tue
1.64K
--
454K
+534
24
--
Jul 20, 2026
Jul 20
Mon
1.64K
-10
454K
+1.14K
24
+1
Jul 13, 2026
Jul 13
Mon
1.65K
--
452K
+1.18K
23
--
Jul 6, 2026
Jul 6
Mon
1.65K
+10
451K
+4.24K
23
--
Jun 29, 2026
Jun 29
Mon
1.64K
+20
447K
+7.31K
23
--
Jun 22, 2026
Jun 22
Mon
1.62K
+30
440K
+30.7K
23
+1
Jun 15, 2026
Jun 15
Mon
1.59K
+50
409K
+21.5K
22
--
Jun 14, 2026
Jun 14
Sun
1.54K
--
387K
--
22
--

Subscribers gained (weekly)

WeekSubscribers gainedChange vs prev
Feb 2, 2026
-11
-10
Feb 9, 2026
0
+10
Feb 16, 2026
0
--
Feb 23, 2026
0
--
Mar 2, 2026
0
--
Mar 9, 2026
0
--
Mar 17, 2026
0
--
Mar 23, 2026
0
--
Mar 30, 2026
0
--
Apr 6, 2026
0
--
Apr 13, 2026
0
--
Apr 20, 2026
0
--
Apr 27, 2026
0
--
May 4, 2026
0
--
May 11, 2026
0
--
May 18, 2026
0
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Views gained (weekly)

WeekViews gainedChange vs prev
Jan 31, 2026
-147
--
Feb 2, 2026
477
+623
Feb 9, 2026
531
+54
Feb 16, 2026
480
-51
Feb 23, 2026
442
-38
Mar 2, 2026
453
+11
Mar 9, 2026
418
-35
Mar 17, 2026
326
-92
Mar 23, 2026
308
-18
Mar 30, 2026
331
+23
Apr 6, 2026
398
+67
Apr 13, 2026
372
-26
Apr 20, 2026
309
-63
Apr 27, 2026
157
-152
May 4, 2026
203
+46
May 11, 2026
226
+23

About

heterosexual internet user. this channel serves as a repository for all my garbage tier shitposts based on whatever thing i’m obsessed with

Handle
@despairinq
Joined
April 9, 2016

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