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i hate myself and i want to die

Unknown@ihatemyselfandiwannadie  •  Joined January 29, 2023

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At a glance

Subscribers

Last 29 days

181

+12 (+7.1%)

Views

Last 29 days

6.52K

+681 (+11.8%)

Videos

Last 29 days

1

— No change

Charts

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Subscribers gained (weekly) · 6 mo

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Views gained (weekly) · 6 mo

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Subs milestone changes (up to 30)

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Views milestone changes (up to 30)

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Engagement

Avg. views per video

6.52K

Total views ÷ total videos

Views per subscriber

36×

Total views ÷ subscribers

Subs per video

181

Subscribers ÷ total videos

Revenue estimate

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Total (all-time): $5 – $13

Daily avg.: $0 – $0

Weekly avg.: $0 – $0

Last 29 days: $0 – $1

Based on estimated $0.7–$2 CPM.

Analytics tables

Analytics Table:i hate myself and i want to die

Date
subscribers
views
videos
Jun 22, 2026
Jun 22
Mon
181
--
6.47K
+68
1
--
Jun 15, 2026
Jun 15
Mon
181
+2
6.40K
+132
1
--
Jun 14, 2026
Jun 14
Sun
179
+2
6.27K
+183
1
--
Jun 1, 2026
Jun 1
Mon
177
+8
6.09K
+205
1
--
May 25, 2026
May 25
Mon
169
--
5.88K
+93
1
--
May 18, 2026
May 18
Mon
169
--
5.79K
--
0
--
May 11, 2026
May 11
Mon
169
+1
5.79K
+101
0
--
May 4, 2026
May 4
Mon
168
--
5.69K
+75
0
--
Apr 27, 2026
Apr 27
Mon
168
--
5.62K
+119
0
--
Apr 20, 2026
Apr 20
Mon
168
--
5.50K
--
0
--

Subscribers gained (weekly)

WeekSubscribers gainedChange vs prev
Mar 30, 2026
4
+4
Apr 6, 2026
0
-4
Apr 13, 2026
0
--
Apr 20, 2026
1
+1
Apr 27, 2026
0
-1
May 4, 2026
0
--
May 11, 2026
1
+1
May 18, 2026
0
-1
May 25, 2026
0
--
Jun 1, 2026
8
+8
Jun 14, 2026
2
-6
Jun 15, 2026
2
--
Jun 22, 2026
0
-2

Views gained (weekly)

WeekViews gainedChange vs prev
Mar 30, 2026
161
+161
Apr 6, 2026
0
-161
Apr 13, 2026
88
+88
Apr 20, 2026
57
-31
Apr 27, 2026
119
+62
May 4, 2026
75
-44
May 11, 2026
101
+26
May 18, 2026
0
-101
May 25, 2026
93
+93
Jun 1, 2026
205
+112
Jun 14, 2026
183
-22
Jun 15, 2026
132
-51
Jun 22, 2026
68
-64

About

Punk rock band from the shitty side of Houston Texas.

Handle
@ihatemyselfandiwannadie
Joined
January 29, 2023

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