49:12Long-form

I don't want to become my best self...

United StatesPublished October 28, 2026

Views 201K  |  Likes 5.55K  |  Comments 348
Views#10,519,395Global
Views#2,060,247United States

Channel

Hitomi MochizukiHitomi Mochizuki
1.3M subs•512 videos•May 2013

At a glance

Views

201,911

Likes

5,553

Comments

348

Performance vs. channel

All-time outlier score

Engagement rate

Revenue estimate

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Total (all-time): $141 – $404

Based on estimated $0.7–$2 CPM.

About

A few days of making and feeling. Trying to embrace the absurdity of life. The spirals, the seasons, and cycles all beckon me to sit longer and make something of the moment. I am so grateful that life guided me to Mexico for the added indulgence of re-invention. It's 2am and I don't quite know what point I'm trying to …

Published
October 28, 2026
Made for kids
No

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Key facts about I don't want to become my best self...

Total views
201K
Total likes
5.55K
Total comments
348
Published
October 28, 2026
Global rank by views
#10,519,395

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